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RIDE ON SHOOTING STAR YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!
wa-waoh waoh waoh
DUN DUN-DUN-DUN DUN DUN-DUN-DUN WOOT, I CAN'T FIND THE DAMN SONG ANYWHERE, IMA KEEP LOOKING
by the way, when i get my money from summer school, i got a list
already, i was first going to buy that corset that kimmy wanted from
hot topic, and then i'm going to buy an electric guitar, and anything
else that can help me, I wanna learn the electric guitar so
bad!!!!!!!!!!! i think ima ask jeff for help. i have no idea what to
talk about anymore, im about to add this special playlist called
radio.blog, its gonna be cool, bye
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WHAT,KISSING, OH THAT STUPID QUIZ! SHOULD BE 1000% FOR ALL OF THEM
hehe hehe hehe
lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah
._. well...nice to know....
wha wha true gangster dre
WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT! NO NEVER EVER?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! IMA DIE!! *#$%*#$%*#%$*#%
oook, but still, i would die for a emo girlfriend
oh cool, by my journal
6???? shouldve been like...15, but maybe it was 6 that truly broke it, like...lets start...Sierra, Cynthia, Jasmin, Bridget, Canada, and Jackie, i guess it was only 6...
hahaha im worth 62 cents! hell yea!
ah crap
awesome
ok im sick of quizzes now, bye...this xanga is over | | |
| http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1121465815ebj
take this test, its unbelieveable
from yesterday.....just....wow.......perfect and i can't my mind off of
yesterday! i can't think or do anything today, i just was
like.......was July 14th a dream of what heaven is??? did that really
happen??? i can't say what truly happened on this xanga, but it was
just crazy, and i'll never forget it haha
edit-6:07] Stewie layout, i didnt make this, i got it from
blogring.net, ill do it later, grrrr i dont wanna go outside, i dont
wanna see my friend, anthony, my friend from 5th grade and he lived up
and across the street from me, and just perfectly today, he wants to
come over my house today >_<
i dont wanna go outside right now i just been so fucking pissed with
this fucking asshole from school, Matt, if yall dont know him, he's the
one that fucked up everything 7th grade, and the reason why Jasmin and
her friends ever hated me and still will, and now he gonna make my life
hell again!!!!!!! i hate his ass!!!!!!!! grrrr, when i saw lorena
sitting by matt at a lunch table, my first crush from summer school,
from the first 3 weeks, matt gonna come up and ask" do you think that
girl over there is cute?" i denied it for like 30 seconds straight then
said "how do you know" and i said "no but why" and he was like "u just
said you did..." then he gonna threaten me with "if you dare touch her,
ill kill you" 
THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ALMOST WANTED TO
STRAIGHT UP BUST HIM IN HIS
JAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just held my pen
tight, still thinking of what lorena would think of me if i got just
enraged and just started using all of myself to beat the fuck out of
matt, she would think of me as, a dangerous person...then thinking of
what matt couldve told her of 7th grade and twisting the lies into ,
what kind of relationship or connection they have, i must find out...i
must, but i don't understand why i couldn't fight matt right then and
there, when i been wanting to beat him down for 2 years, maybe it was
cuz it was in the cafeteria, with all the high schoolers, if i lost...i
would just be teased for 4 straight years, and i seriously dont want
that. i could just hold my pen i was holding when i was writing my love
novel at lunch, holding it so tight, it left a mark in my hand, and my
fist couldnt open up.
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| ill edit when my s-cry-ed layout is done, im working on it right now
edit 8:42- too lazy right now, ill do it later.. waaaaaaaaah i want a
girlfriend so bad!!!!!!!!!!!! i was embarrassed in my class cuz we was
in the computer lab right, and i printed off this article on how to get
a girlfriend. Then i printed off my short story that i wrote. When i
was at the printer waiting. The teacher looked under my keyboard where
i hid the article and read it "Who's is this, 'How to get a
girlfriend'" then all the girls laughed at me. soooo embarrassed 
but yeah, im really really focusing on getting a girlfriend while im in
summer school, but i still feel so stupid in front of all girls, like i
should just shut up around them.
I hate summer school. I mean, i just can't talk to this new girl i
like, named Lorena. I mean, my friend, Clarrisma thinks i talk bout her
too much. when we have break time in summer school, i have no one to
talk to, i don't really fit in, i just be on the side, or hidden behind
a wall, looking at everyone else. waaaaaaaaaah and so many girls that i
thought were just cute, im starting to like!!!!!!!!!!!!! like
akeyla(damn..i remember her sitting by me in kindergarten but she hated
me like hell) and mikeya(i remember that rumor around school
sayin she liked me, but never did anything about it, stupid me) and
alisha(yea, she ride my bus) and kimchii(to hell if she and alisha
reads it, i can't feel my heart anymore, from all the pain i've had,
its numb, don't worry) and porsha(i mean i liked her since the first
day of school in 6th grade, still havent told her, but cant cuz she go
out with ovanjae, damn him...) but damn, its like every girl up in my
creative writing is damn sexy, i mean, yea yesterday, i worked up some
confidence (and stupidity, combined) and called Dominique sexy, and i
think she freaked out and now she's like sitting away from me, like 7
desks away from me. i gotta go now, return the rented playstation 2
games i gotten, Chaos Legion and Alter Echo, my mom said that i can get
another game to rent so yea, im glad, bye yall
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| why do i hide my feelings for Bridget behind my heart and just lie in
front of all my friends like i didn't want her...why did Cassie take me
over, make me lose control, so much control just to forget all i took
foregranted, oh why oh why did i write that love poem to Cassie......
god, i hate myself and my past...and now my future...and now, i tell
the honest truth....
I want Bridget back again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She was my first
and only!!!!!!!!!!! Bridget, if your reading this, i promise i'll be a
better boyfriend, i promise that i will be the best boyfriend to you,
that no other can provide you with. i promise...I promise. I love you
Bridget
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